Which Is Worse?

I know not, which is worse.

The days I spend in solitude
Trying to build a wall,
Warding off all possibilities
Of being close to you?

Or those, when I let the wall crumble
And watch the distance between us
Dissolve in minutes
Making me wonder,
If this is really true?

Artwork by: Tanmayee Chakraborty

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